for how long do i have to go through this all. i doubt about every word you say. every promise you make, i know you are going to break it. how can i trust you, how can i count on you. i cant build a future with someone who isnt there for me. i need someone to rely on, but you let me down every time over and over again. you run around to others, like i will wait for you forever. you know i will, thats my weakness. you never listen to something i say. my head is full with these kind of questions... whos going to answer them?

some people think they are all that. have expectations from others but dont live by those themself. that you have fans doensnt mean you own the world. you are just like every normal human. so get of your imagenated throne. be a rolemodel be something i want to be. but right now you are a fugly monster on your throne.