Right now, i feel so little and so alone. The closest people walking on this world are treating me like trash. And the person who means the world to me doesnt has time for me. I can talk to no one... so i decided to talk here. I don't know how much longer i can hold this, live here. I want to walk away and never return. Their talk, their screaming, their words, their rules. It's like i do nothing right. I'm not pathetic. But i just don't feel happy. I do want to be happy and i try! But, everytime i walk in that room. They suck my happiness away like some hungry vampires. I want to talk with someone who totally understands me and can comfort me and give me that love and attention i need. Because i get it nowhere anymore. 

i dont like masks. i like sunglasses. people see a beautiful smile, but they dont see the windows to my soul. i might be happy, but i could be hurted?