ME

how can a thought like that set my mind at ease and something thats happening between us breaking my heart?
the state of my mind is one big mess... i have to think. i have to talk with you. i know im expecting things from you to understand, but i couldn't understand the same situation with you. but now i see that i do things you and i dont like... im willing to change that. be more understanding, give you more freedom. and at the same time put effort in us. im am willing to change for you. are you ? can you give me space too.. be understanding when i say something without being annoyed. and at the same time put effort in the little things what keeps us together..? i know we have our ups and downs, it's normal but our downs.. are not normal. we're like loving and hating. it's not your fault or mine. it's us together in it.. and we gotta fix it together, like one. can we? can we have it back? the flame, the chemistry, the sparkling when we kiss. you say things to me, that makes me want to say ''ahww baby i love you''. you mean it when you say it but, are you going to make it happen? baby i love you with my whole heart and soul, but if we can't make this happen.. i sadly have to say this is the end.